# In Love with a Ghost
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<span style="color: gray;"> 19 October 2025</span>
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It's devastating how everything I ever said about my feelings was spot on. How they'd never vanish. How they'd be there, even in the hardest of times, with the current situation being much harder on me and my feelings than anything I ever imagined. How I'm exactly where I knew I'd be.
Forever in love, but now, with a ghost.
For the rest of my lone life.
Just as I always knew I'd end up.
Those around me have finally caught up to the depth of my feelings.
I'm not overdramatising. I'm not romanticising. I'm not exaggerating.
This is my love. This is my forever. Why else would I voice it?
Why else would I have ever said it?
Why else would I have considered this step years ago, knowing what it would do to me if lost?
We live in a world too far gone from the concept of truly being in love with someone. And of valuing this love.
Of tending it. A world where everything is temporary. Experiences. Lessons.
I despise this world.
But this seems to be a mutually shared feeling.
#thoughts