# Redreaming my Nightmare <span style="font-size: 13px;"> <span style="color: black;">Planted:</span> <span style="color: gray;"> 19 October 2025</span> </span> It's been months, well over half a year by now. And I keep reliving it, almost every night. Almost every dream. The worst moment of my life, happening over and over again. An ice cold appearance. Me, filled with joy, running towards my last wish. I'm getting disregarded. Rejected. Forsaken. Left alone. Again. It's always a different setting, a different environment. A different place. But I always end up alone, crying in despair, pleading, "Please, don't leave." It's when I usually wake up again. I can't seem to escape it. If I didn't know I was alive, I'd be certain I'm trapped in hell. #thoughts